How amazin'

This post in brought to you in part by Sister. Jill Scott's Beautifully Human: Words & Sounds, Vol. 2

In St. Louis. Over the weekend. I saw. "2nd Chance." *blushing* (In response to your question. "WOW! You really like him. Huh?") Yes. I do.
However this post. Unfortunately is not about him. For the most part.
Peep the scene...
We hug. I sniff. (insert Jill Scott's sniffing sounds from Beautifully Human: Words & Sounds, Vol. 1). I smell. Sean John's Unforgivable. I think of the ex. I'm confused. He ("2nd Chance") usu wears Prada Prada Amber Pour Homme.

I bought Unforgivable. For the ex. Oh! NO!
I think. I feel. I reminisce.
Love. Lust. Sex. Passion. Bliss.
What we used to do. How we used to be.
I'm lost. In the smell. In the moment.
I'm lost. In the feeling. In the past.
I'm lost. In the smell. In the goodness.

"Oh no! Snap out of it! Wrong person! Don't do it!" I didn't. I remained calm. Luckily the visit was brief. I made it thru. Did not. Call. Text. IM. E-mail. The ex. Good job. Sdot!

I asked. "Why the change in fragrance?" He replies. "You don't like it?" Me. "Well no, its not that. I just like Prada. On you." Him. "Okay I'll make note." Me. "(under my breath)Asshole." *smiles*

So. On the way back. To Memphis. I could not. Stop. Thinking about him (don't tell him that. thanks). Yeah I know (in response to you thinking...that's not good). But it went no further than thinking. At least they were good thoughts. : D So. this song came to mind.

"Cross My Mind"
by Jill Scott.

I was just thinking about you.
Wonderin' if you wear the wear the same cologne?
Smelled good on you.
Had the next boyfriend of mine try that same kind.
But it stunk on him though.

You know what they say.
Everything ain't for everybody.
But I tried anyway.
You sure did smell good.

Hey, eh, yeah.
You just runnin' cross my mind.
You just runnin' cross my mind.
You just runnin' cross my mind.
You just runnin' cross my mind.

You had that masculine thing down.
Shoulders, back straight, never slumpin', never round.
It would turn me on just to see you walk.
Into a room, across a room, out of a room.
You really impressed me.

Hey, ey, yeah.
You just runnin' cross my mind.
You just runnin' cross my mind.
You just runnin' cross my mind
You just runnin' cross my mind.

I know if I pick up this phone.
Write this letter, send this two way.
I know I'm gonna say some things.
I know you gonna say some things.
That we both don't need to say.

Like, how amazin', how amazin'.
When you would spread my limbs cross continents.
Bumped my bed way over mountains and ya.
Kiss this and this and this and this.
And this and this and this and this.
And this and this and this and that, hey.
Show eash other where climax was at.

You're just runnin' across my mind.
Across my mind.
You're just runnin' across my mind.
You're just runnin', hey.

I was just thinking about you.
And wonderin' what you doin'?
I mean what you've been up to?
I know its wrong feeling so strong.
Let me take a second minute.
I will think this thing through.

I was just thinking about you.
And wonderin' what you doin'?
I mean what you've been up to?
I know its wrong feling so strong.
Let me take a second minute.
I will think this thing through.

Remember all the moments for two.
How we used to, ooh, yeah.
But the reality, honestly.
You were never good for me.
And I was never good for you.
I just remember what we used to do.


Ahhh. This song. Is so. Was so. Us.
Damn you (the ex). For being so amazin'.
Damn you ("2nd chance"). For not.

*sighs*

POB!