ME & S E X...

...told you we have issues!!!

I have NO idea what I'm doing w/a boyfriend. No idea what I'm doing w/a boyfriend who is not as sexual as I am. No idea why I got involved knowing this information in advance. I'm not satisfied & that sucks!

I'm not like the neediest person...but when it comes to sex...I mean I gotta have it...when I want it or else I'm a serious pain!

& I know we live in different cities but...I need attention! SEXUAL ATTENTION! Naw I need a Sexual Eruption, like Snoop...I should've included that video...but I didn't b/c that would be a post strictly about "2nd Chance" & this is not...hence the Me & Sex title!

I included Falsetto b/c it reminds me of someone...& its not "2nd Chance". The lyrics are funny...this girl talks a lot of shit (ME) to this seemingly whack nigga (Nameless) like, "nigga please u can't fuck w/me...I'm like the best thing since JC!" Well time comes it goes D O W N! ...in a falsetto! How come don't nobody never make me falsetto...make me soprano...alto...anything!!! I have made a conscious effort to be more open in terms of ego stroking, noise making, & dirty talking b/c I know turning me on is no easy task...so I fig if I help the process along...that might help me...but actually it distracts I get so caught up in what I'm saying & how I'm sounding that I lose focus on the task & start to lose the arousal...NOT good! Just once (okay...once...AGAIN) I would like for someone to really make me S C R E A M to the top of my lungs in painful pleasure (yeah I'm into that)!

I swear, aside from Bunny (the only person who really understands me)...I'm the horniest person I know...& actually that's not that cool...why? Cus who can keep up??? This dirt bag can't even comply, accommodate, alter...NOTHING! Let alone keep UP! I feel like a sucka & I aint no fucking sucka!
Decisions will be made...I hate to make in this type mindset but what other choice do I have...February's rapidly approaching as is All-Star in NOLA & I'm getting hornier by they second! Trying not to call on those I've vexed into the sea of forgetfulness...but times are getting tuff. Either Imma do something bad or do NOTHING @ all...either way...somebody loses...I'd just hate for the loser to be ME cus I'm a winner, like Kells (remember that song...from TP2...that album was filled w/'fuck me' songs!)!
Only problem is I'm not sure if either choice=a win...

Anyways...I'm blowing...& not in the way I wish...POB!

The Dream - Falsetto


~The Girl Who's NEVER NOT H O R N Y!!!

Listen Up-the 1st of '08 & its a good 1!

So Far to Go
Common
Finding Forever


(d'angelo)
i wanna get closer to you baby
oooh...
you have come so far, you've got so far to go
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...

(common)
sweetheart, you know that you the most
important, at least on the west coast, ha
i'm just trippin', there's something 'bout you though
you think different and understand how i flow
got cribs on both coasts
but i'm a chicago getter
you get down, but you ain't a gold digger
you got the soul with the figure to match
your girlfriend said "yo that dude is a catch,
creative with the gifts plus he hit it from the back"
in places we ain't supposed to
we makin' music baby, you on the vocals
international lover, i never stay local
go to places that you've never been
beautiful outside, even better when it's in
you have arrived girl, you can come again
come on

(chorus - d'angelo)
you have come so far, you've got so far to go
say it again
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...
hoo... yeah...

(common)
you sexy, i know brothers try to spit to you
but i'm the only one that could get to you<--reminds me of "2nd Chance"
liftin' you, my drive is shiftin' you
i opened your freak, it's like a gift in you
i truly and thickly am thankful
long as i'm in your town i'ma stay faithful
ha, you know i can't escape you
no matter how far, you're still my star
you was there when the Marks tried to steal my car
snappin' with me, that's just how real you are
sophisticated woman, you understand a man
you don't call all the time just to see where i am
put a g in your hand, make sure you're livin' all right
makin' love is me and i'ma give it all night
turn over in the mornin', make it warmer and better
long as we can be, we can come together
come on

(chorus - d'angelo)
you have come so far, you've got so far to go
i don't believe you heard me baby,
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...

go on, go on baby
go on, go on girl
go on, go on
go on baby, go on baby
go on baby, go on baby
go on...

you have come so far, you've got so far to go
know what i mean baby?
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...

you have come so far, you've got so far to go
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...

I ♥ this album!!!

Enjoy!

~Sdot