I Confess...I'm a Swinger!

When I tell you I'm the moodiest person I know.
I think its b/c I'm super sensitive but I learned to turn that sensitivity into apathy but sometimes random shit will tick me off & then that same thing may not even shake me 2 days l8r or hell 2 days prior.
I know, I'm a strange character. I don't even know how people deal w/me sometimes, lol, here's the thing...I don't even care. Most times I don't like nobody anyways & those I do like if they left today I have convinced myself I'd be over it tomorrow. I swear I think I don't need anyone except Jesus (but Lord please don't turn this into a test & throw me out into the world by my lonesome, thanks!)!

I think text books call this: a defense mechanism.

Ahh higher education, surely does come in handy *rolls eyes*

Common sense: the more you grow...the more you know & the 1st step in the know is admission.
I've admitted & now I'm content.

Goodbye.

~Shanette the Great!
I'm still fabulous, flaws & all!
Deal w/it!

Hungry for Life, Living in '09!

I don't usually do resolutions & goals & stuff, but hey maybe its time for a change!

So for the '09 here's some things I want & need to get done, settled, accomplished, completed, whathaveyou...:

• Get that credit in order!
• A new car-preferably a CTS, H3, LandRover, or G35
• A condo
• My degree & transcript in hand!
• A satisfying career
• A closer relationship w/God
• Read 20, @ the least, books this year
• Start on my own book
• Step my fashion game up 2 notches: buy a designer dress & designer shoes
• Travel more: CALI, NYC, CHI, NOLA, ATL, HOU, Jamaica, St. Thomas, oversees
• Blog more
• Love again, lol, I know, close your mouths.
• Prepare for medical school-yes I'm going!
• Save 5 stacks
• Pay my bills on time
• Lose 15 lbs.
• Pray & read the bible more
• Pamper myself more
• Curse less
• Okay, this is big, even BIGger than the love thing...I'm getting a weave! I know right-I'm so anti weave just like I'm anti-love...well I'm 25 honey & shit changes! I want long hair, don't care :-P lol!
• Stop wasting time on folk who don't matter.
• Take myself less seriously
• Laugh more
• Spend wisely
• Pay my tithes-faithfully
• Invest in properties-NOLA
• Maybe move out of town, I'm reevalutaing
• Listen to the Lord, all the time & let Him guide my path!

I'm hungry for life & ready to live again!

I'm SO ON @ 25 baby & this is going to be the best year yet!

'09 is SO very much MINE!

...saith the Lord!

CHURCH!

~S. Parks

Happy '09 tricks!

Better, Best, & Not so Greats of '08!

I never do these kinds of list, but I felt compelled b/c 2008 was definitely a notable year!

The 'Not So Gr8s', lets leave em in '08:

• The Recession



• the Auto-tune phenomenon



• Sarah Palin-I'm not impressed @ all!



• 2.8 mill jobs lost



• J-hud's personal losses



• not moving to NYC...I'll get there though, don't you worry!



• the term "h8rs", i think its whack



• the wars of the world



• stupid boys & sorry men, ugh! I'll pass!

Let us proceed w/the better/bests lists (in no particular order):

• Best comeback: Brit Brit Spears



• Toughest on the Grind: Lil Wayne



• Best New Artist: Jazmine Sullivan



• Hautest Celeb: Rihanna hands DOWN



• Fave Album(s): Beyonce-I Am...Sasha Fierce (The bitch brought it okay, not even being biased, cus y'all know I ♥ her), DK-Dollhouse, Ye-808s & Heartbreak (I'm being biased b/c it wasn't in my top faves, but he my nigga though so that's what that is), Lil Wayne-Carter iii



• Fave Songs: Young Jeezy feat. Kanye West-I Put On, T.I. feat Rihanna-Live Your Life, MIA-Paper Planes, Estelle-American Boy, Pink-So What



• Fave Movie(s): Sex & the City, The Dark Knight



• Fave Shows: Gossip Girls, Project Runway (I became a fan again, best & last season ever!), Fringe, The Hills, Keyshia Cole: The Way It Is (We ♥ you, Frankie! HOLLA!!!)



• Biggest Come-up: Solange, I like her.



• Fun Times: My #1s made it to their 1st birthdays!; The Summer w/KarmCharm; Quarter-Century Celebration; Banana memories



• MORE THAN A CONQUEROR: BARACK OBAMA, WE ARE HISTORY, BABY!!! I just want to say God is an awesome God, indeed...on so many levels I look @ this as a not only a racial victory, an American victory, a world victory even, but most importantly a spiritual win, this was God's plan...just look @ the race & look @ how the win played out, it was more than a win it was a slaying, a slaying of giants who thought they were just that giants, but giants can be slayed too, as they were & they feel hard! I love my God!
  


• Woman of the Year: Michelle Obama, its obvious she is the force behind the man, not only is she her own person in her own right, she is within him & he within her & you can see that in all of their interactions or even when they are apart...all this while rearing 2 lovely girls! She's beautiful b/c she's inspiring, she's intelligent & she's HAUTE! I ♥ it!!!
  
  

Oh & here's 1 wtf?! of '08 just as a reminder of the state of the world:

• A man had a baby (w/a 2nd on the way!)..."we living in the last days, baby!" ~My Gram

Whether it was good or bad, it was worth seeing & I thank God for allowing me to see yet another year, but frankly 09 is all the way mine. I've said it, I've claimed it & so it is saith the Lord! CHURCH! TABERNACLE! AMEN!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

~S. Parks

Guess who fucked up...

...Yep ME!
Guess I'm not that perfect huh...
So...this song epitomizes how I've been feeling for about 3 months now...YUCK & this past weekend did NOT help!

Blah!

~S. Parks

Almost forgot to mention that I totally adore this song & vid!

Summertime Snapping!

So I was just telling the homie Bets, real name Monique, that I needed a serious summer mix cd. Like someone needs to put out a nice mix, freestyle joint to rock out to this summer so I can make it through a little easier! She totally agreed! Then I go over to my homegirl in the blog world, Southern_Lady (http://www.blackgirladventures.blogspot.com/), caught up on the happs in her life & found not only does she have a strong liking for The Dream, as I do, but she too needs a summer jam list. Well she came up w/her own…so I guess I can do the same…she scooped this idea from someone else…so I'm carrying on the idea…

"List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring summer. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to."

Umm in no particular order, I don't think…

1. 3 Peat, Lil Wayne, The Carter iii: Okay, so ask me how much I like this song…no ask me how much I like this whole freaking album…the shit is SO hard! Like seriously though, I rocks that 3 Peat so tuff in the mornings, baybay! "I'm on it! Oooh I'm on it! I'm SO on it! However you want it…you can get it tonite…& all nite!" ♥S IT!
   
2. Green Light, John Legend ft. Andre 3000, Unknown Album: Okay, so this is the new John Legend & I ♥ it, like fa real! I used to be a HUGE JL fan, then he started to blow up & I kinda lost interest (I like to feel like I'm listening to exclusive stuff, I'm kinda weird like that), but his last album was really nice, so I got back on the bandwagon. So if this song is any indication of the new album's music level, I'm ALL IN, ALREADY!
   
3. Key to Your ♥, Danity Kane, Welcome to the Dollhouse: I'm SO sincere when I say I am a ridiculous DK fan! Like seriously, I totally fucks w/them bitches! H8 on em if you want, this Dollhouse ish is BANGING!!! I really ♥ the WHOLE album, so it was extremely hard to choose my fave, but I went w/the one I listen to w/o fail when I pop this cd in…I SO ♥ this song, it's very sweet in sound.
   
4. Miami, Yo Gotti ft. Rick Ross, Cocaine Musik: Aight, y'all may/may not know I'm a "G." So I rarely drive to anything other than rap music, esp. early in the morning. Gets my mind right…that's prolly why I'm so extra tuff according to some. Anyways, I been on Rick Ross so hard l8ly. That The Boss is like seriously my faves, but this song allows me to kill 2 birds' w/1 stone. An M-town song, b/c I am a Gotti fan + Ricky Ross=YEEEAYUH!!! ROSS-I ♥ when he says that!!!!
   
5. Playin' in Her Hair, The Dream, Love/Hate: Actually I haven't been listening to this as much as I was initially, but I think I'm about to start back. I swear The Dream is a guilty pleasure…I feel so bad liking him b/c he is so very whack, but damnit I canNOT stop listening to the effing cd! I ♥ IT! This song especially…it reminds me of this guy I've been talking to, who is always playing in my hair and when he's been drinking he calls me "his nigga," some might find that offensive but I think it's cute…again I'm a slick g…so I like different stuff. Anyways, though this album came out in 2007, it's a good summertime album, very light, fun, & sexy music.
   
6. So Fly, Slim ft. Yung Joc, Unknown: First time hearing this song was today & I loved it as soon as I heard my boo, yep Yung Joc! Another guilty pleasure, something about that voice & the way he talks makes me really like him fa real, he could prolly get it! On to the track, I am a HUGE 112 fan, so I figured I'd like this. I mean I can see Slim solo, though I like the group, I'm still feeling the song. Good summertime jam! MeLikey!
   
7. Put On, Young Jeezy ft. Kanye West, I am Trap: Okay my 2 fave rappers on the same song, well my 2 faves right now…Jeezy feeds my g side, while Ye feeds my creative fly girl side! Perfect collab! I ♥ IT!!! Though I've been on this song & since they started playing it on the radio I've lapsed in rocking it myself, but it's def a banger, nonetheless!
   

HAPPY SUMMER '08!!!

~S. Parks

Jack Black!

I ♥ Jack!
...like he's my friend forever & always!
if you don't know Jack...read up & get a clue!
Jack puts the ki in lo...get it...okay moving on...
...anyways that's all I wanted to say...after all these years I still ♥ Jack & all his asshole tendencies!

Guess what else...SATC movie...this FRIDAY...I can NOT fucking wait, okay...like I'm BEYOND excited!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDEqL65Mzlo

I'm so gonna buy this http://store.hbo.com/product/index.jsp?productId=3044744&cp=1885647.3061388&parentPage=family shirt for the premiere!

:)

XoXo,

S. Parks

Listen Up-the 1st of '08 & its a good 1!

So Far to Go
Common
Finding Forever


(d'angelo)
i wanna get closer to you baby
oooh...
you have come so far, you've got so far to go
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...

(common)
sweetheart, you know that you the most
important, at least on the west coast, ha
i'm just trippin', there's something 'bout you though
you think different and understand how i flow
got cribs on both coasts
but i'm a chicago getter
you get down, but you ain't a gold digger
you got the soul with the figure to match
your girlfriend said "yo that dude is a catch,
creative with the gifts plus he hit it from the back"
in places we ain't supposed to
we makin' music baby, you on the vocals
international lover, i never stay local
go to places that you've never been
beautiful outside, even better when it's in
you have arrived girl, you can come again
come on

(chorus - d'angelo)
you have come so far, you've got so far to go
say it again
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...
hoo... yeah...

(common)
you sexy, i know brothers try to spit to you
but i'm the only one that could get to you<--reminds me of "2nd Chance"
liftin' you, my drive is shiftin' you
i opened your freak, it's like a gift in you
i truly and thickly am thankful
long as i'm in your town i'ma stay faithful
ha, you know i can't escape you
no matter how far, you're still my star
you was there when the Marks tried to steal my car
snappin' with me, that's just how real you are
sophisticated woman, you understand a man
you don't call all the time just to see where i am
put a g in your hand, make sure you're livin' all right
makin' love is me and i'ma give it all night
turn over in the mornin', make it warmer and better
long as we can be, we can come together
come on

(chorus - d'angelo)
you have come so far, you've got so far to go
i don't believe you heard me baby,
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...

go on, go on baby
go on, go on girl
go on, go on
go on baby, go on baby
go on baby, go on baby
go on...

you have come so far, you've got so far to go
know what i mean baby?
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...

you have come so far, you've got so far to go
you have come so far, you've got so far to go...

I ♥ this album!!!

Enjoy!

~Sdot

Listen UP-the loveH8r edition!

I'm just going to be honest, b/c that's the point of this whole thing, right? Right.
So...here goes....I miss him. I miss "2nd chance"! There I said it!
I'm saddened things turned out this way.
So NOT what I was expecting. Not really sure what I was expecting but this def was NOT it!
Sux. SUX! So bad!

I NEVER like anyone man (meaning I rarely find people I'm into=SUPER picky!)...so its not fair. Its not fair @ all! Fucked up thing is, I still don't fully understand what the dilemma is...oh wait that's right...I have sex w/other people, HUMPH! Dumbest shit you ever heard? Yeah me too! Now that pisses me off SO bad! I can't even delve into it right now...or @ all...ever...b/c I don't feel like it! I don't want to. It was the weirdest conversation I've ever had w/a guy & I think I just blocked the whole thing out.
Just know it sux & we are over (b4 we even began) for an ign'ant ass reason.
...as much as I like him...I'm not even sure where we could go after this...every thing's so...so...tainted.

I really think I'm obsessing over the fact that virtually he is the one who ended the situation. & So abruptly. Its like I had no warning. No prep time. No reconcile period. Just BOOM! "That's it. We're wrapped...indefinitely." That lack of control is making me really disgusted. I'm feeling something I can't describe. Some kind of anxiety when I think of him and the thoughts are becoming increasingly frequent. Forcing themselves into my mind. Reigniting old feelings. Recollecting memories. Ponder the 'what ifs'.
WTH?! WTH is this?! Idunno & I don't like it! So STOP IT...NOW!

Anyways...listening to Bilal...this song came on & I was like "DAMN!" How Bilal know just what to say?! b/c this song describes exactly how I am feeling/felt about a "relationship" w/"2nd chance"...nothing personal just life...my life.
Maybe that's the problem...I'm too self absorbed???
Ponder on that...while...yeah...here's the song.

Bilal
1st Born Second
Love Poems

Yo, I've been meaning to tell you something.
I guess, I was just waiting for the right time.
So, why don't you sit down.

As we step from across the room.
Starting to ponder what we've been going through.
What does my kiss mean to you?
Are we just friends?
Or is this more to you?

But if we label this, just picture what we might lose.
Yes, that unexpected kiss.
The whole feeling that brought me to you.
Meanwhile my feelings grow.
Grow, feelings grow, grow.

But if we label this, just picture what we might lose.
That unexpected kiss. The whole feeling that brought me to you, yes.
Why rush? Why chose? Why risk this thing?
And ruin me & you.
I want the lover & keep the friend.
I want to be near you & not pretend.

But if we label this, just picture what we might lose.
That unexpected kiss.
The feeling that brought me to you.
The whole thing's got me searching.

I find myself searching for love poems.
Don't know your soul, yet your presence on my brain.
Causes my pen to go insane and...I wrote these poems.

Your sight is few & far between.
Bringing my soul alive.
I find myself probing for love makers, love songs.
The love of the universe and my soul...
DAMN! What's up with my soul?!

Empty like theaters after encores.
Lonely like single mothers on the stew.
I am lonely and I find myself searching for love poems...

GROW....GROW....GROW.

I like you and all. I do.
But you see I...I can't be held down.
I need to live my life.
Too young. Too young. Got to be young.
Woah! Won't my feelings remain the same?

We could be friends, and do our thing.
Oh, can't you hear me out, yeah.
Explaining this whole thing.
Believe me...that if we label this just picture what we might lose.
That unexpected kiss that brought me to you.
But if we label this, just picture what we might lose.

BTW-WTF is Bilal?! Come on man its been 6 damn years!!!

Aight...That's enuff of that shit!
I'm outtie.
Niterz!

~Sdotter

Listen UP!

I feel so...misunderstood. Like I feel like I don't even understand me anymore!
...and that's NOT okay. Like @ all.
*sighs* Idunno what's going on w/me man...Iunjusno.
Fortunately Com does so...today's Listen Up! is...
Common's Misunderstood off his latest Finding Forever.
BTW-If you don't have it...you're tuhrippin! FA REAL!


Baby, you understand me now
If sometimes you see that I'm mad
No one can always be an angel
When everything goes wrong you see some bad
Well I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

[Common]
Yeah, uh (Misunderstood)
We do this, for the people that walk that path
Tryna get to their dream, yeah, uh (oh)

He stood on the corner with the rest of them
Though he knew that this corner wasn't the best of him
Hard streets and a life that crested him
Dirt police domestic beefs that's festerin
He knew the President wadn't addressin him
Though dead presidents was undressin him
Two kids from hot sex no protection and
People don't see how AIDS is affectin 'em
It get hard to get the get the God question in
Can't find a job so you robbin and hustlin
He killed marks and sold dope for cousin 'em
Can't believe they would be the ones bucking him
He on the ground he could feel God touching him
He heard the sound of his moms sayin trust in him
At heaven's gate, saying please Lord let me in
Or send me back to tell my people to be better men

[Chorus]
Misunderstood
'Cause we are - Misunderstood
Misunderstood, Don't let me be misunderstood
I'm just human, oh

[Common]
Uh, yeah
She dancin she dance she dance for them
Her body move but her mind was manic'n
Thinkin I don't know where they hands have been
Relationships with men have been so damagin
She thought back to when she was at Howard and
Dreams of doing scenes with Terrence Howard and
Broadway plays and dancin with Alv and them
The ones that make it always ain't the talented
Some dreams get lost never to be found again
At first strippin seemed so empowerin
Most every girl wanna do it now and then
But bein meat every day is devourin
Cats puttin paper where she put powder and
Life would break her, now she powderin
She was high when she fell down and then
Crowd surrounding and, heart was poundin and
She fell into a deep sleep the siren sounded and
Seen bright lights in the midst of clouds and then
Talked to God, feeling like his child again
Said Lord let me live so I can make you proud again

[Chorus]

The life we lead, will always lead us
And we pray that he, will never leave us
It's the price we pay, I guess that's the reason
Why my grandma sang, we all need Jesus [2x]

Misunderstood, don't let me be, misunderstood
Misunderstood, don't let me be, misunderstood
I'm just human


Until we blog again...

I'm blowing this popsicle stand!

POB!

~Sdot

Listen UP!

So..yesdiddy...lol...my aunt used to say yesterday like that...I swear you neva realize how southern you are until you leave da souf! I ♥ the south though...I'm a southern girl! ALL DAY! I used to HATE when I would go home to visit my family in St. Louis, that's my birthplace, and they would call me a "southern girl" I would be like "NO stop it!" But now...I accept it. I own it.

Anywhoo..so today's Listen UP! is Teedra Moses' No More Tears from her debut album Complex Simplicity. Piggybacking from yesterday's post about Jack.

I know yesterday I was hyping him up so tuff. Jack has his fall backs. TRUST!
Dat nigga has ISSUES okay! He is the most unreliable...oooh weee it pisses me OFF!!! SO bad!!! He was dat nigga who would call you up be like I'm coming thru and NEVER show and my goofy ass would be WAITING like by the door, looking out the window, watching the clock-waiting! UGH!!! I still slick hold that shit against him...Why? B/c he still slick do that shit, right now today!!! UGH!!!

So...anyways on to the song...I luvz TeeMo...she is the hauteness, fa real FA REAL!!! Of course she is SO slept on bruh...not cool...if y'all don't know her...get ya shit together! She is what it is!


Teedra Moses::No More Tears::Complex Simplicity

I guess I must be caught between my heart and mind
Wanting it to be good knowing its not
Crying all time, praying that a change is gonna come

{Just like the other day... he hit me}

Hit on my hip like "just touch down, (down) wanna see you, (you)
I know you're mad at me but baby I'm so sorry... Sorry"
I just wanna be...

Happy, sipping, puffing, passing
Relaxing with my family
No more tears for you...

Dancing, laughing, writing, singing
Rocking to hot tracks like this
No tears for you...

Guess its 'bout time I'm due another love
Messing with this nigga got me falling apart
I don't wanna be someone I know I'm not
Call me on the phone "baby get dressed; (get dressed) I'm scooping you up"
I waited for an hour he never showed

{Shit... I went to get cocktails with my girls. Its a new year}

I just wanna be...

Happy, sipping, puffing, passing
Relaxing with my family
No more tears for you...

Dancing, laughing, writing, singing
Rocking to hot tracks like this
No tears for you

No tears for you
No tears for you for you
Happy, sipping, puffing, passing
Relaxing with my family
No more tears for you

Dancing, laughing, writing, singing
Rocking to hot tracks like this
No tears for you

***the end***

Aight...I'm blowing this joint...no mo tears fa you hoes!
FA REAL FA REAL!

Until we blog again...in the words of my nigga Jeezy...never let a bitch lil bow you...lol...I know I won't...cus Imma G!!! LOL! So get like me! HAHA!!!

POB!

~Sdot Parks

Listen UP!

So...you guys recall how I was telling you "J.O." was tuhrippin! Well he finally man'ed up and told me he couldn't cut it...it was either hisself or me. I guess. He fig he needed himself more. HUMPH! I was a little po'ed yet amused...weird I know! But hey...what could I do @ this point?! Nothing! SO...I said "I respect your honesty; I appreciate your time (btw-he sent me off w/a stellar performance-think he did that shit on purpose-BITCH!); I wish you the best in all your future endeavors...Good day and good riddance." So...needless to say I have no one to fornicate with @ the moment *sighs*...Iunno. Iunjusno what Imma do...be (involuntarily) abstinent again. I guess. *sighs*
DAYUM! I hate MEMPHIS & Memphis boys! YUCK!!!
Its prolly for the best--not really but it seems like the appropriate thing to say...

Anywhoo..I know this is the Listen Up post...and today's song is Comeback by ya girl, KelsRow from the Miss Kelly album-a pretty good look btw-I mean for her that is. So the reason behind today's post is nothing short of me tooting my own horn but w/validity.

No more than 24 hrs. later "J.O." texts/im's me "What are you doing?" Me: "WHAT AM I DOING??? Huh bruh?! Thought I was cut off?! J.O., Get ya shit together homie! Fa Real!" Actually I ignored his ass! Fuck you nigga! You were doing better when you were rationing...but its cool I always knew you couldn't resist...most can't errbody comeback when they realize they've had the best-I mean that in all sincerity.

However! I'm shutting that shit D O W N!!! This is NOT "Comeback Central" I've already discussed this shit! In case you missed that post. Here's my stance on the 'Comeback Syndrome'...It's NOT haute to be in/out folk lives like you just what it is. Now don't get me wrong "J.O." has that OOOH WEEE! But. Yeah. No. All WHACK NIGGAS...FALL BACK...and this song's for YOU...THANKS! BITCHES!!! HAHA!!! ...and I ♥ it!
Wonder if he'll make contact again...hmmm...what you think?
Yeah. Me too! LOL! Umph!
Okay. Enuff of that.
Lemme get to the song...
Comeback. Kelly Rowland. Miss Kelly.
Enjoy...


[Chorus:]
I got that comeback
That hubba bubba
I got the run back
Run back and tell you mother
I throw the RA-RA
on them put it all the way down
I got a lifetime warranty
Guaranteed
You'll never leave

[verse 1:]
Warning
Beware, handle with care
If you're lucky
There's a chance you'll make it there
This is serious
Girls like me is so rare

One's that put that on him, put that on him
Put that, put that, put that on him

[verse 2:]
Now I know what I'm doing
Whatchu gon' do with this?
I'll let you catch a feeling
With just a little bit
Don't wanna rush into it
And catch a sugar fit

Once I put that on him, put that on him
Put that, put that, put that on him

[chorus:]
I got that comeback
The hubba bubba
I got the run back
Run back and tell you mother
I throw the RA-RA
on them put it all the way down
I got a lifetime warranty
Guaranteed
You'll never leave

[verse 3:]
Caution
Keep away from open flames
Cause it's hot hot hot
Fire marshals can't contain it
You'll need rehab
Cus this thing is so addictive

When you put that on her
Put that on her,
Put that, put that, put that on her


[verse 4:]
Now having lines with pleasure
You're now too close behind
I won't give you directions
You better read the signs
I'll reach my destination
You better fall in line

Once I put that on him, put that on him
Put that, put that, put that on him

[chorus:]
I got that comeback
The hubba bubba
I got the run back
Run back and tell you mother
I throw the RA-RA
on them put it all the way down
I got a lifetime warranty
Guaranteed
You'll never leave

[bridge:]
Don't ask me questions of what
you thinking what I'm 'bout to do
Don't get all clingy on me
after i'm finished with you
I'll let you taste this honey
But you better have a clue
Or I ain't coming back to you

[chorus:]
I got that comeback
The hubba bubba
I got the run back
Run back and tell you mother
I throw the RA-RA
on them put it go all the way down
I got a lifetime warranty
Guaranteed
You'll never leave

[finale:]
consider this a round trip
You can go away now, but you gonna return
consider this a round trip
You can go away now, but you gonna return
Return to me

Once I put that on him
Put that, put that, put that on him

Hey!

Listen UP!

this post is brought to you in part by: Katt Money Mike Williams, "Shut Up Bitch Intro" from Lil' Kim's The Naked Truth album

This is what I want to say to errbody right now on today..."Shut up BITCH!"

"Uhhh, ladies and gentleman, may I have your attention, please?!

It has come to my attention!

That you raggedy bitches always got a muthafuckin opinion about somebody!

...what somebody shoulda been doing!

...what they shoulda been wearing!

...what they shoulda been doing wit they muthafucking money!

Why don't you get a muthafucking life bitch?!

You been raggedy since Lil Kim first came out, and yo ass is still raggedy!

That's why you got time to worry about what other muthafuckas is doing!

Its Queen B, bitch!

Not pawn!

Not rook!

Not knight!

QUEEN!!!

You ain't no muthafucking royalty!

Matta fact just do me a favor and SHET UP BITCH!!!

I don't even like bitches talking! <--my fav line!

This is what you're doing...and...this is what I need you to be doing...

See!

Watch...hold on...

See!

Even I can do it!

Even a PIMP can do it!

Did you see how I shut up?!

That's what the fuck you need to do...

Is...SHET THE FUCK UP BITCH!!!"

Thanks Katt, I could NOT have said it better myself!

POB!

Listen UP! (Make it HOTT)

Today's post is brought to you in part by the late, GREAT, Notorious B. I. G.!

Who misses him?! ME, ME, ME!!! Like a lot man! He's the truff!
So anywhos, I was listening to Big this morning on my way to 'the office', for some reason I like to be real G'ed up in the morning, that or real "Crazy" w/Gnarls! So listening to the Life After Death album Disc 2. Song: The World is Filled...so yeah man talk about reminisce. I swear I used to go hard on this Biggie man! Listen up! It still applies! I need to get my mind right! Getting too nice, you know. Too laxed. Letting too much slide. Gotta get back on my shit. Get my game tight. I swear I don't love these hoes. I mean I'm a realist. These fairy-tale, dreams, folk selling these days are whack and I can see straight thru em like glass, baybe! So move reght on around. You know...I mean really do you know??? The world is not a nice place...its Raw. Its uncut. Its brutal. Its dog eat dog. Shit Imma eat fo I get ate! So get ready bitches. I swear this summer is a real test of character man-haute & wet-summer-double-0-7! If I can make it thru this summer on top...I'm good. I'm good. I'm GREAT. Just wait! Excuse me was you saying something...unh uh...you can't tell me NOTHING!!! Esp. when I get my money right...ooh wee...bag back, bitches before I kiss yo ass goodnight (thanks BIG)!!!

So here are the lyrics (The World is Filled) in case you need a refresher:

"Make it hot" - Notorious B.I.G. (repeat 4X)

Chorus- Carl Thoms

The world is filled, with pimps and hoes We'll just talk about those I knows The world is mine, can't you see I'm just trying to be all I can be Ohhahhoahh, yeah

Verse One: Puff Daddy
Now first come the cash, then come the ass
Then come big blunts with big chunks of hash
When I score with a whore she be game for surePimp so hard, a nigga drag his mink on the floor
Won't you admit it?
I ain't gotta talk because I live it
Any chick fuckin with me, believe me that's a privelege
I won't be satisfied, till all my niggaz get it
See you hit it then I hit it, we get it back to split it
And Big be that nigga we be flyin through your hood
And hoodrats scopin with they eyes on my goods
See we date em like we hate em, see em like we don't need em
Treat em like we meet em, and never give up freedom
And we only give our number to selected few
And it's best that you, never knew, what good head'll do
Turn a freak to a bisexualand if she's flexible fuck the nigga next to you

"Make it hot" - Notorious B.I.G. (repeat 4X in the background)
The world is filled, with pimps and hoes
But we'll just talk about those I knows
The world is mine, can't you see
I'm just trying to be all I can be
Ohhahhoahh, yeah

Verse Two: Notorious B.I.G.
When the Remi's in the system, ain't no tellin
Will I fuck em will I diss em, that's what these hoes yellin
I'm a pimp by blood, not relation
Y'all still chase on, I'll replace on, punks
Drunk off Dom, silk and gators
Spittin words makin birds till they flock see you later
Whether, drunk or high, skunk or thai
Nigga play against some playa shit, slugs gon fly
Ain't no lie, pimped out, the SSI
Nigga don't ask why, just respect it
She bought me the necklace, the bracelet
The Benz-o, she laced it
Crib-o, got it, interior decorated
Now my popularity grew, in each state
Now I got two in each state
Used to drink brew and eat steak
Now I pop bottles with models, larger steaks on large estates

"Make it hot" - Notorious B.I.G. (repeat 4X in background)
The world is filled, with pimps and hoes
But we'll just talk about those I knows
The world is mine, can't you see
I'm just trying to be all I can be
Ohhahhoahh, yeah

Verse Three: Too $hort
I had a whole lotta bitches in my lifetime
I been blessed with the game always say the right lines
Had a few prostitues and if you knew the truth
They're like pimps, you can't let em do it to you
She ain't no sucker, I know that bitch man
She wanna be a Pretty Woman lovin a rich man
Now here you come, drop top ridin
You ain't no pimp fake nigga stop lyin
Pussy makes money, stick to the business
Think about the real motherfuckers that live it
Street life, pimp shit, make the hoe respect the game
You bought her diamonds and cars, trick that's a shame
Say what you want, but I still figured
She left you cause you couldn't be, like them real niggaz
She was a hustler by nature, and you was just faker than the average symps, found a badder pimp
Too $hort
Crazy ass man
I never woulda bought that bitch all them cars and all that shit you bought that hoe man
After I heard about what the bitch did nigga, knew the hoe!
Man I'm thirty years old nigga
And that bitch was hoein when I was in 9th grades and shit
Think about that, she been around then right?
Shit... you just a rest haven for hoes man
Just the first nigga that came along when the bitch got out the pen
Bitch only fuckin witchu cause you had a good ass job, nigga nerd
Treat the bitch better than anybody ever treated her
Stupid ass nigga
She ain't nuttin but a hoe!
But you fell in love with her man!
You can't turn a hoe into a housewife fool
Everytime you turn your back that bitch is fuckin with dem gangstas
Eastside Westside these are my potnahs
Do that shit, you know what I'm talkin bout nigga
I tell you about some real pimps and hoes
Tell you about these pimps and these hoes man, yeah I know a few
Shit, beyotch!


WE'LL ALWAYS ♥ BIG POPPA!!!


Until we blog again...

POB!

~S. Parks

Listen UP!

Today's post is yet another song, this time it's totally dedicated to ME, ME and ME!!! YAY!!!

So @ first I so did not like Kelis' album Kelis Was Here but I kept giving it chance, after chance and now...Guess what? I likey : ) Yep even I can be wrong...sometimes...I know...ShOckinG huh?!

So anywho...there's this one particular song that I like a great deal..actually she made a vid for it but it got very little rotation...fucking Viacom...BITCHES!!!

So...as I was saying, this song reminds me of ME!
Yup my fav topic of discussion-jk'ing!

Here goes...sing along w/my girl "Lisie"

The song: "Lil Star" featuring (a very cool guy) Cee-Lo

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If it seems like I'm shining brightly
It's probably a reflection of something you already are
I forget about myself sometime
When there's so many other around
When deep inside you feels darkest
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out an touch me
you'll see I'm not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see
But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I’ve been running and jumping, but barely
Getting, getting over the bar
I plan on being much more than I, am but that's in do time
But until then I'm guilty, and being humans my crime
Being human that is my crime
Being human that is my crime

Just keep trying and trying
It's just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don't let 'em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner of later you'll find it
It's surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

Enjoy your day!

POB!

~S. Parks

Listen UP!

I am so not a Fantasia fan, by far, but this song is so cutesy...in fact *blushing* it makes me think of *blushing...AGAIN* "2ND Chance"...oh gosh I just hear the critics now, but I don't care (and that scares me)!

So w/that said sing along w/your girl Fanny...
"When I See You" by Fantasia from her latest album entitled Fantasia

[Verse 1:]

I put your picture on my mirror,

Start to blush when somebody says your name

In my Stomach theirs a pain

See you walk in my direction I go the other way

I start to stutter when i speak

Try to stand but my knee's go weak

What's happening to me in the dark can you tell me what it means

I lay my head on my pillow

Staring out the window

Wish on a star for a sign

Its the Reason why

[Chorus:]

Your always on my mind

When you come around i'm shy

When i see you, when i see you

Never no when you might walk by

So i gotta be right on time

When i see you when i see you

[Verse 2:]

I scribble X and O's in my notebook

Checking how my hair and nails look

I feel myself in the zone

I get nervous when you call

So i say i'm not home

I see your face when i here my favorite song

Should i send an email at home

Your the number 1 topic on the phone,

I wonder if you know or do you have a clue

I lay my head on my pillow

You got me staring out the window

Wish on a star for a sign

Whats the reason why

Yeah...

[Chorus]

Something now is taking over me,

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

i'm not going run i'm

Just go to stand here and see yeah

Ooooo

Yeah

[Chorus x2]

Enjoy your week good people...

Good day!

~S. Parks

Update: I ♥ the REMIX!!! YAY JEEZY!!!

Complex Simplicity

I think I am by far the most complicated person I know, however I like the the simplest things...i.e. turkey sandwiches!

OMGosh I lubs turkey sandwiches! They are soooo grreat!

See, this is me everyday!...breakfast: cereal, turkey bacon, fruit; lunch: turkey sandwich, chips/fruit/soup; dinner: baked fish/chicken, baked sweet potato, veggies/spinach...and I'm good to go...no more no less...

However I like things a certain way when/before eating them or I will be rather unhappy, and that's where the complexity comes in...

That's all for today folks, I actually had more to say the other day when I started this post but I can't recall now, too tired and in too much pain!

Pain---damn old ass lady ran into me yesterday! AAAARRRGGGHHH I so don't have time for this shit!!! But Imma be good b/c hell I could have been dead sleeping in my grave if it had not been for the who? The Lord on my side, hallelujah, and thank ya Jesus! ; )

Until next time,

POB!

~S. Parks

Just like a boy...

Why does everyone keep saying, "you act just like a ni99a/boy?!"

I like being a girl!!!
I act like a girl!!!
I AM a girl, DAMNIT!!!
THANKS!!!

Okay so maybe I'm not all fragile like a girl...not all emotional like a girl...not all whiny...or maybe I don't necessarily talk like the average girl, or fall in love @ the drop of a dime like a girl, or give a gotdamn bout these whack ass ni99as like most girls, or even have sex like girl...but I AM a girl, man...check it owt...I'm good to go, thanks!

No I don't like to cuddle, no I don't like to kiss (@ least not in public, eww, gross!), no I don't like to talk on the phone or even really talk for that matter, no I don't like holding hands, no I don't want to talk after sex (for like 2 days) unless were in a relationship (even then its tuff), no I don't have a lot of girlfriends, no I don't talk about my feelings all the time, no I don't cry very often, no I don't give a damn what you think nor how you feel, no I don't get emotional at weddings, and no mine isn't planned, no I don't want to be in a relationship...NO NO & NO!!!

I like boys, shoes, jewelry, boys, lame movies, sex, make-up, purses, boys, clothes, & parties!

I am cool, complicated, haute, non-chalant, sensitive, wise, fun, smart, bitchy, and dramatic!

All that other shit is either whack or overrated. Love is overrated(another post, another day); unless its the Lord I'm loving, I'm ober it, thanks!

I like who I am and you like it too or else you wouldn't be here, so shet it up!!!

I'm not sure if its what I say, how I say it or who I say it to that makes me seem so boyish or maybe its what I do, how I do it, and who I do to that's the prollum...or combination of things, either way this is me...take it or leave it, bitches!

I'm here to stay, like Bush (I might leave in a lil while but you'll still feel my affects long after I'm gone), bitches!

I'm telling you...I can change yo life...come on over, its PARADISE...promise!

And on that note I'm gone like the wind and the cold for that matter (b/c its spring, bitches!)!

POB!

~S. Parks